Stammering

From the last 10 months I am speaking in English as a major language ,I rarely spoke in Hindi even when the person to whom I was speaking to didn't know English .Today I had some work in college for which I phoned yesterday ,I tried to explain them the stuff in English but they were not able to understand so I told the same thing in Hindi on phone .They talked well on the phone because first I spoke in English ,you know respect for English thing .Today when I went to my college I directly spoke in Hindi and consequently stammered a lot .Believe me the guy who was giving me all respect yesterday ,started being rude to me.It don't matter much ,the real thing I lose because of stammering was my peace of mind ,I come in a state of shock because stammering is a real energy consuming work and consumes a lot of happiness .After that conversation I got really tried and you could have told that by looking at my face and I was also sick of talking to anyone ,I was like do anything ,hit me ,insult me but don't talk to me ,as it will be the worst thing you can do to me.That headache due to stammering kept on untill I came from the college and slept for 3 hours.
I trained myself to become uncomfortable while speaking in Hindi and that shows its effect sometimes and that's the reason I have been speaking in English from the last 10 months ,I still don't have a reason to switch to Hindi .These incidents happen rarely and I should get such shocks eventually.Never compromise for people if you start compromising for them they will force you to compromise more untill you remain with nothing .These incidents make me feel humiliated and shocked ,they cut me from the real world that I should live in .I hope that these things don't happen occasionally ,may God be with me.